Today, as I sat behind the wheel I stared
I couldn't seem to find my strength and
I asked, "How much more can I bare"?
I hung my head, tears running down my face
I thought how can so many children die
it's our job to protect, are we a disgrace?
The thought of knowing how many days he
had to lay there until he could take his last breath
The how coulds and what ifs, could I have
saved him from death?
I screamed out, "Why why did he have to die"?
I looked up to see two little white butterflies
They seemed to stay around my car
as if they could see me. As if they wanted me
to know the joy of being free.
I took a deep breath in and let another tear fall
I couldn't believe how my heart ached though
I had never known him at all.
As the two circled several times and eventually
flew away. Wiping the last tears that were falling
from my eyes, I almost gently heard a voice say
"Don't cry for me now, I am feeling so great. I am
flying with angels all the way through heavens gate.
It took me some time to get here but I am so happy
now, so don't be angry God will work it out somehow.
Thank you so much for showing me how much you care
if I could I would come back and give you a big hug like
the teddy bear.. that you left for me where my body
once layed upon the side of the road in Wylie that day.
Thank you so much for loving me and telling the world
that I needed love too.. because I was just a little boy born
into this big world".
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