Reliance I am so exhausted of pursuing someone who has no desire to be caught. A name who would rather hound phantoms of his past then to exist in the present with me. A person who is so desolate he desires drugs, alcohol or death rather then receive affection he feels unworthy of. I must understand that he refuses outcome and will live in his sorrow till’ the earth swallows him in anguish. I must realize that I cannot amend his perception of life, only for the value of love. It may be adequate that love is not enough. "Being" is simply what it is for that moment, nothing to be completed. For I can decide no ones direction, then put aside my own. 
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