AM I IN LOVE : Love Poetry

HE SAYS THE WORDS LIKE HE IS REAL "ITS MY JOB TO FIX WHAT HE BROKE" BUT MY HEART JUST CANT BEAT ANYMORE FOR ANY MAN SAYING HE CARES I FEEL LIKE THEIR LYING CANT TRUST CANT LOVE AND I PUSH THEM AWAY. HE STAYS NO MATTER HOW MUCH I PUSH HIM AWAY HE WANTS TO LOVE ME BUT CAN I LOVE HIM CAN I TRUST HIM MY MIND TELLS ME HE IS JUST LIKE EVERY GUY IN YOUR LIFE HE TELLS YOU WHAT YOU WANT TO HEAR AND YOU HEART ALWAYS FOLLOWS SO I SAY THING TO MAKE HIM LESS INTRESTED IN ME YET HE LOOKS AT ME LIKE IM SO BEATIFUL EVEN ON MY BAD DAYS, IS HIS EYES BLIND OR IS HE SEEING ME FOR WHO I AM. CAN I LOVE HIM CAN I TRUST HIM NEVER FELT THIS WAY BEFORE HE IS ALWAYS ON MY MIND DAY AND NIGHT I CANT BREATHE WHEN HE IS NOT AROUND. AM I IN LOVE? I BULID WALLS TO KEEP PEOPLE OUT SO NO ONE CAN HURT ME, AND HE STAYS BY MY SIDE EVEN WHEN I DONT WANT TO TALK HE MAKES ME SAY THE THINGS I HAVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT HAS HE BROKEN THROUGH MY WALLS COULD I REALLY BE IN LOVE? CAN I LOVE HIM CAN I TRUST HIM HE SAYS THE WORDS THAT I ALWAYS HEAR I CARE ABOUT YOU, YOU MEAN EVERYTHING TO ME BUT THIS TIME THOSE WORDS HAVE AN IMPACT ON ME WHEN HE HOLDS ME IN HIS ARMS AND KISS MY LIPS MY BODY MELTS INTO HIS WHEN WE SLEEP NEXT TO EACH OTHER I DONT WANT TO LET HIM GO. CAN I REALLY BE IN LOVE THIS TIME IS IT RIGHT? IS THIS WHAT EVERYONE IS TALKING ABOUT IS THIS THE ONE FOR ME GOD I CANT TELL ANYMORE I HAVE BEEN HURT BY SO MANY MEN THAT I CANT TELL WHAT'S REAL OR NOT, I PLAY MY GAMES ON HIM TO TEST HIS DEVOTION AND HE COMES STRONG EVERYTIME I SAY THINGS TO HURT HIM AND EVEN WHEN HE GETS ANGER HE NEVER RAISE A HAND TO ME HE NEVERS CALLS ME OUT MY NAME BECAUSE WHEN HE SEE'S ME HE SAYS ALL MY ANGER GOES AWAY. SOMEONE TELL ME IS HE PLAYING A GAME OR IS HE TRUE CAN I LOVE HIM CAN I TRUST HIM I TELL HIM I DONT THINK I CAN TAKE ANOTHER HEART BREAK HE PROMISES ME NO HURT WILL EVERY COME TO YOU AS LONG AS IM AROUND, I TRY TO ACT LIKE I DONT CARE BUT HE SEE'S RIGHT THROUGH THAT HE CALLS MY BLUFF EVERYTIME AM I IN LOVE?