Some days I sit in silence my soul calmed by meditation
As I write another stanza bringing thoughts into the light
As each syllable finds its way into its final line position
It helps me work through feelings as I sit here and I write
Motivated, here I sit my mind in constant contemplation
Thinking about the past two weeks and what they mean to me
Wildly is my mind beset by its own livid imagination
Trying to work through meanings of the things of which it sees
A part of me is soaring high as some dreams reach their fruition
Balancing upon a line with danger lurking just beneath
Another step, another risk, avoiding another altercation
My mind is motivated only by the strength of its belief
My hope is that the future will reveal true satisfaction
And bring my life the levity it needs with which to heal
I’m focused on the future with no lingering distraction
Because deep inside I know that what I’m feeling is all real
A part of me is weary that this path leads to destruction
And the effort I am showing will be lost in the abyss
Yet I have to keep on trying to achieve my destination
So my heart and soul and mind can find its needed bliss
The future is not set in stone and this is my probation
A period of working through the past and all its pain
But with purity filling my heart and self determination
I just know that I can find a way to turn the past into a gain
It’s almost as if my very soul has gone through a mutation
And the way it sees the world has undergone a noticed change
I see my future full of life and it brings me true elation
No longer do I think about a past that’s been so strange
Originally Posted On Site: 2007-05-04 15:38:55
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