Why can't I get him off my mind I thought I killed his name But apparently it never did die Cause he is still the one I'm thinking about Only if he knew that I miss talking to him Would he make an attempt to talk to me If he read everything I've ever written I wonder if he would figure out That most of my writings are about him And if he did figure it out What would he say I only wish that I could talk to him more Cause he makes me smile even when the day has been rough And I never want to leave our talks that we have I always have fun talking to him and I don't know why I don't know what to do But then slowly I started to like him more and more And the more I did like him The more I started to think that hes it the one for me But now I know I'm fine without him Besides he lives to far away I still do miss talking to him though He always makes me laugh when we talk And then I never want to leave Because he is wonderful to me, I don't know why i miss him a little. I'm over him, but just what he's done with her. Makes me feel like crap. And everything he's never done with me, or for me, He's done for her. He is everything to her, She is everything to him, And I still, to this day, wonder what it would've been like if i stayed there, Not left. Not found someone new, Knowing it wouldn't have lasted anyway, What would a few More months have done Who knows.. I'm officially done. living my life the only way i know how. no regrets no lies no grudge-holding. just fun.
Originally Posted On Site: 2008-04-29 14:33:30
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