I coughed up blood today. I couldn't understand why. I thought it was cancer. Thought that I would surely die. Wasn't looking for any treatment Didn't want any cure. Just wanted to die in my sleep. I knew I would live once more.
Is it wrong to not fight. To just slowly slip away. Not trying to keep moving. No matter what people say. It's a hard way to die and the pain lingers long. But I say once more Is it wrong to want to move on. In spirit be gone.
I never loved life enough to be afraid to lose it. And pain has been for me a reminder of the past. Have I become so cold. Or Is it that I know my spirit will always last. I live with each day not knowing and yet I can not cry. for a better life I seek somewhere in the sky.
Originally Posted On Site: 2008-11-16 15:50:57
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