The third day what a relief, the chemo finally done. Seems I've returned to old beliefs, But they are better than none. To watch you screaming in pain as each day the cancer dies. But seems they have to nearly kill you, to keep you alive.
Up most of the night, as you see and hear things in fright. Hallucinations come and go. As the pain is more than you know. Nothing I can do but watch and pray. For I am just a man.I wish I can, but I can't make the pain go away.
How do lessons come? Some hard, some as a breeze. I just became numb. So tired, No one wanting to please. Yet everyday I got closer to what I did not know. For what was hell here on earth. In the light the Son to show.
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