I'm full of excuses, I use them all the time, It's my dads fault for not being around. It's my grandads fault for beating me even when I did nothing wrong. It's my great uncles fault for raping me. Its my moms fault for not believing me.Its the devils fault for tempting me. It's gods fault for not stopping any of this stuff for happening.Maybe it's my fault for not maken lemmonaide. I don't have any answers. Only more questions. But I do know that Now no matter what I've been through. Anything I do is on me. For I am the writer of my destiny. I just have to work harder with the tools I've got. For I am. I have always been. I will always be. I only pray I watch what I do and say for I don't have all the answers nor do I claim to. I don't want to be the tool used as an excuse. For we each are responsible for our ownselves and our weaker brother or sister. Let my actions not influence another. For I'm hopelessly human while here. And yes I make alot of mistakes. But I strive to be the best I can be. Sometimes I don't do the right things. But if I hurt someone else I ask for there forgiveness for I'm hopelessly human. I work with the tools given. Some of my tools are broken and some worn with time.And yes I'm wrong at times. I can only learn from those mistakes and try not make them again.
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