Why do tears fill my eyes? Why do the colored lights only shine on the darkest of days? Have I gotten lost in my memories of you?
I miss the gentle smile that greeted me. The one who suffered the pains of birth that I might live. I wish I could feel your arms holding me. assuring me in times of doult.
Christmas was spent last year in a hospital. Where I watched you suffer. The month passed as did you. I wonder still. Did you know me? Did you understand my prayers as I held your hand so tight.
Mom I know you hear my heart screaming out to you. Your hand wipes the salty tear from my eye. Christmas....How you loved Christmas.... When my body is ready to lay down. No longer to feel the pain this world can give. I pray I can leave a bit of me behind. As you did mom. The part that sees a better day even through the darkest of clouds.
Christmas without mom......
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