Recently; on a writing network, I encountered the worst attack of cyber bullying in my internet history. Which is as long as it has existed. I study human behavior online.
I have had many bully attacks, I think its because I make people freak out. When they see their weird behavior in my writings. Because that is what I write about. I have had them harass me for months. Sending me their poetry- (most of which was junk) waiting for my approval. I always tell them, take it to the online streets. Don’t send me your poetry. I am too busy writing my own. After months they usually go away. But all of them have limited their cyber behavior to my personal email address. NEVER WITH MY NAME harassing my character online, before.
This nut case actually used my name online, writing freakishly weird up front online horrible stuff about me. This person doesn’t know me, at all.
I was shocked to say the least the professional writing site I write on didn’t notice. And did nothing about it until I begged them to. The worst part of it all is I am up for a publish. On my brain puzzles, this is my life’s work online. I don’t play.
I am professional. This persons bully cyber cruel behavior couldn’t come at a more tenacious time for me. I need that publish, and a person getting online, slandering me attacking me could actually ruin my life’s work.
I am tough as Damascus steal blades, and thousand times sharper. But this attack hurt.
I just felt as if I was being beaten up. The worst part was all my so called friends, deleted me as fans. Not one of them, had the guts to say. “hey, you don’t know this person, stop it.”
You would have thought some man or someone would have displayed some honor or chivalry. Not a one of them did. When they saw a man beating up a mother, a doll with the courage to stand up for something. Again not one man stood, or woman. For anything right. I lost my faith in humanity again. But I always get back up no matter how hard it is or how much I hurt. I am just made this way. There are people who are so weak something like this does and has killed them.
There have been children whom have killed themselves over this. Uploading their suicides on MYSPACE. I can see now more than ever what made them feel this way.
This was one of the most horrible experiences of my life. And I still feel wounded.
And I am one tough doll. I still feel stung. I still feel hurt. And I feel this did and could cause mortal danger, to a persons self esteem, confidence and ability to keep going.
There is something terrible going on the internet. I know what it is. I have statistically watched the changes in chemicals of peoples brains, writing online.
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And remember you could really hurt a person, going off online slandering them.
In fact some are being sued. Think before you write, and for the love of God and humanely never attack a person online. They could kill themselves over it, or you could damage a persons life work, credibility and frankly “I may just be the type to sue you for it!” the honest fact is the people who do it, don’t have a mental or physical pot to whizz in and they have nothing to lose by doing it. But some have everything to lose if you do it.
PLEASE DON’T CYBER BULLY.
I would like to add, I can take a joke. And many people over the years have made me the brunt of jokes. Most of which I have laughed about. I find deep humor and have a twisted sense of humor. At times I make jokes with people, but in the end I write about the most wonderful things I can find about them. If I name a name I consider it a compliment
To document this person in history of poetry. If I do it it’s in total love and devotion to people. After this, I am never going to do it again. I am not going to even joke with people because I think joking with that person caused it.
We live, we learn but please never hurt a person so much you damage their career or perhaps take their life.
A blue rose 12-13-08 8:26am
No comments please this is why I don’t take comments. I don’t want them. I don’t need them. I write what I write. You have the right to read it, and stand up for something yourself. From now on I am just keeping to the wonderful friends I have in life.
Most of which I are not, I can assure you online.
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