2 make the world more beautiful : Childrens Poetry

2 make EVERYTHING BEAUTIFULThere are crowning moments in a parents life Last night, and in the last week this mother (me) has had a couple from my daughters- and it was my daughter Emily who gave me a beautiful one again last night and the courage to never give up. My children and yours are why I never do give up! I am reminded of that song Through my daughters eyes- My Emily is attending college to be an elementary teacher She started her classes this week for her major, as she described her true excitement to me. This mother was elated. She explained to me in all of her classes they are discussing global warming. In one class, an art class she was asked to fill out a questionnaire and one the questions was. Who, is you favorite artist, she told me she filled it out, “my mom because she makes everything beautiful.” And I realized I had made another doll, in my children I have found my concept of choice. They, my children, and yours are what makes me continue. Children are really who I do this for. To give them a world worth living for, believing in and a future. But, I realized years ago, if I couldn’t get to the parents, I will never reach the kids. It makes me sad that your children didn’t get my toys that taught it (young), or you as a child but my children did get the concept of choice. To make the world more beautiful, a place to live- a world to leave behind worth giving to our children. A world that each one of us can make our contribution big or small to survive and fix things. Experts now agree that: basic personality starts around age 2 and by age 6 the personality is formed. That is why Emily is working to make the education system more beautiful and I realized last night, I had implanted all that thought =most likely by the time she was that age. And last night she finally knew what to do with those choices, to make the world more beautiful through teaching children. As we discussed it I told her, “I am still working on it, I don’t get paid, I don’t get credit and I don’t even know for sure how many people get it. “I just keep throwing it out as creatively as I can hoping it will sink in, implant like brain waves to anybody I can touch” Emily’s reply was, “well, mom the jobs that make the most dents don’t pay much.” considering the money that will go for her education and the very low= little pay teachers receive, it will take a long time before her education pays back in dollars. Yet, my education in Emily has paid off and she is willing to work for pebbles to make your children more beautiful., and work on their minds young, which is way easier. Give me a clean mind and I can make it great! And I know that.   Last year Emily was studying a business major, she is brilliant but she was bored stiff, I told my baby, “I don’t see you honey as some harsh career girl, I see you doing something great, that makes a contribution to the world. ” I never taught my children to be movie stars, drama pageantry, I taught them reality and I never told them they would be beauty queens. While my daughters certainly could have been I didn’t preen them for that, I taught them reality and the reality is sinking in. My children are the cream of the crop and that is not brag it is fact. I do want to add I exaggerated my daughter Tess’s degree and her resume, just to make a correction she graduated with honors in business, with a minor in Spanish. I said it was a double major but it may has well been. She my Tess wishes now she had studied education, she is finding the business world cold and mean, ugly. And Tess was not taught to be a cut throat, or to sale her soul for a mere deal and she is a bit unhappy right now working in a job that is dog eat dog. But I know my Tess will take the experience eventually to some type of business in this world that will make the world more beautiful. One of her papers she wrote in her college business classes was on slave labor, as I read it (I have always helped my children write their papers when they need ideas) but this one I did not write nor did I give her the idea, the seed was planted. She wrote about the industry that makes your toys and it was not a pretty picture. Of harsh sweat shop labor that uses children. See, we plant those seeds young and they do grow in minds, and I am hoping and praying my seeds are still be planted, to make your mind more beautiful, so you will all stand to. Each of us making our small contribution together, to make the world BEAUTIFUL and livable. I know my Tess will find a way to take= make her degree eventually find a place that will make the world more beautiful. The strangest thing was last week Tess just happened to walk into a toy licensing company I had paid to evaluate my doll. This is one of those things that are just not chance in life. (nothing is = really we are all on a destiny course= ruled by our free choices). The company whose name shall remain nameless here, was headed by a lady who said my doll, was limiting in play value because she test marketed the porcleain prototype on children who were afraid it may break. I was like dah lady, it was a expensive proto not the end doll that would be in recycled plastic a dream of mine far before any reality of any type of recycled plastic. This lady, proceeded to tell my daughter, that my doll was, “too dreamy” it was too dreamy to believe I could have my doll made in America, not made by slaves. It was “too dreamy” to do an environmental doll! My daughter Tess’s reply was to the lady, after studying business in college And going out in the business world. “the world is just to evil for my mom’s doll.” That really makes me sad. That my child still believes the world is too evil, and cold for moral choice, to teach the world to think about their choices. So, for Tess and Emily and my son Beau and for your children and all the children. I am not giving up and I don’t think morality, manners, ethics and values are too dreamy, do you? Needless to say my daughters impression was not good of this person who evaluated my doll product years ago. She still remembered it but couldn‘t find my records in her files but I still have her records in mine. And Tess was shocked I remembered every word of evaluation this person who was clueless in charge of this decision who did not have the thought were withal or courage to make a good choice for the children or stand for one in any sense but to get some money out of my pocket to rip my concept apart not understand it as clearly as every child I hardly had to explain it to did. Who wanted a CHOICES GIRL DOLL/. Tess said “ you know mom, I like everyone but this lady just gave me bad vibes!” And the lady would not listen to the valuable savings Tess was giving her in a presentation that would upgrade her computer system to make her business, more successful and save her money. As Tess explained how the lady would not listen to her and was totally uppity and was not open to suggestion. I knew even though my product did not make it through her hands it never meant a thing. The lady even tried to defend the thievery I was subjected to by a major toy manufacturer to my daughter. Standing there trying to tell my daughter, “well maybe they borrowed a few ideas!” As if borrowing concepts worth billions are okay in the business world. Of course Tess had to bite her tongue to the lady because she had to get a signature on a deal for her job but she walked out steaming and called me immediately to report the meeting. The lady handed her, a card to send my way, but I will obviously not go down another dirt road again. In fact the only way I even try any more is online. I have been down every dirty toy road and lost too much money and t I will not bite my tongue online or anywhere else. This has been an atrocity of justice and I will NEVER STAND DOWN. I reminded Tess who knows I had notes from the eighties in my pocket of toys and could back up suing but I didn’t to make the world more beautiful. What good would it do, and how could I practice what I preach by suing? It would have spent my life in court fighting a billion dollar corporation monster and my chances of wining even though it was clear theft, were slim to none. Because corporate America is greed, ugly and harsh, unfair and immoral. That is why my daughter has a degree in business. Yet, she can’t find her place in a den of thieves. YET. When I woke up this morning it dawned on me that I have not given the pledge to you all. As I write I picture faces I do not know, I imagine whom reads but one never knows online. Who is reading, since I have done it many years and had over the course of years, hundreds of thousands of people whom have read my quest to make the world worth living in, believing it, hoping for it and never giving up on it, using any mental psych I can.. I realize at times I have to subject people to mental warfare that seems harsh because (your minds have been so slimmed and polluted) I am pushing hard as fast as I can, to make you everything beautiful fast, I don’t think we have much time to change things anymore. When I started things were not this bad, I knew they would get this bad, and I felt helpless as I sat and watched knowing, in my small way I had the cure. At times what I write may seem just crazy, its just my way of digging into the deepest psyche of your brain. Its just my way of making your thought systems more beautiful. So, here it is today world, I would like you all to make a pledge with me. This pledge has been sitting in my boxes of toys, was in my original design of my doll for children, you never received and I would like you all to take it today. And I want you to ask yourself, just how dreamy is it? To stand up and make the world more beautiful? To the choices girls and guys of the world “Hey, everybody join the fun… and be a person of Choice!”   The pledge of Choice! I pledge to be a person of Choice. I will think about my choices in life. Be the best I can be. As a person of choice, I know my voice can and will be heard. That I can make a difference in this world because I am a person of choice! Sign and date here X_________________________________ Choices official number X_____________________________(just use your SS #) Official ID kit Attach photo There is a place on the pledge to finger print you and your children Left hand           Right hand   Date of birth__________________ Age________________- eye color________ Height______________weight____________ hair color Please sign up now and you don’t have to buy a thing! But when the world is ready I am with! Official choices fun! Singed the official head choices girl Ms Terri aka Head designer Just so you all know my doll toys are really sweet and wonderful. And the kids get it and figure it out easy, its all you adults I had to work on to get it! For information contact the designer Terri Lockmiller Jacobus Tiara designs all rights reserved 1983- 2008 copyrights patent pending on final design for production. Toys stickers, badges, patches, internet play, games, tapes, jewelry, official choices costumes, awards, certificates, charts. www.adoll4ever.com