The thoughts are playing in my mind repeatedly
I just don't understand at all
Why do you have to treat me this way
Do I really have to deserve all these bullshit?
I am in pain....Oh God!
This agony is really killing me...
I never thought I will be a fool again
It feels so real
When you utter...'I love you'
And now it seems all is falling apart!
Oh God....the agony I have to go through..
It is seeping in me...I can't take it anymore
Why do you have to be so cruel?
Playing with my feelings
In the manner you want me to think how it is like
You drive me crazy...
Is this really what you want?
I am seated here the whole day
Thinking and thinking
What have I done to deserve this lie
This phoney love
I never ask for this...
Can't you see I am broken now?
I cried so loud and so hard
Please God...I can't take it anymore!
Maybe a bullet through my head will make you happy
Oh...the pain....the agony
I felt like dying
I am sick to the stomach now
My life is a total wreck now....I am so despair
You may be laughing and enjoying every minute
I am motionless.....shocked to find this whole truth!
God...release me of this pain,please
Please.....Please......Please!
Originally Posted On Site: 2006-10-28 21:00:13
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