Jay,
I cried, lots did, I told you we all cared.
How could I have made it all go away
If you needed me, why with me, did you not stay
I needed you, damn it!
Nothing can erase my self-hatred now
You said you wouldn't do it
It was supposed to be a solemn vow!
You said you'd miss me and you said you were sorry
Two days before... you said with me, you're spirit would always be
Guess what? I can't feel you, I can't feel anything!
Just jealousy, that possibly you could have forgotten me.
This feeling of emptiness and being alone is lingering
I'm sick cliches and the same old lies...
"Move on, it just takes time", and it'll be alright."
I just want to be with you, where I belong
I can't wait for God to call me to Heaven
He's taking too long
And I'm too far gone
I cant end it myself, because then that would hurt you
What else can I do?
I just want to be with you.
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