Why do my eyes see you so perfectly,
You stand there with everyone noticing all your flaws,
Yet I see a beautiful woman that my heart wants,
My lips yearn for,
I notice the sparkle in your eye,
The uplifting way you speak and I am in love,
I see you doing for others,
Taking care of your kids and protecting them from harm,
Raising them with little or no help from the man who helped to create them,
You are amazing, You are a woman!
Just like a mosquito to a zap light I am pulled in,
Zapped and shocked over and over again and still I love you,
Your filled with many emotions and mysteries and I am on a quest,
A quest to discover you and find the secrets you hide,
Gazing at a picture of you when you were younger keeps my stare,
Ive looked at this picture a thousand times and have wondered what it would have been like to know you back then,
Would we have been friends, Would you have liked me , and would your life have been a little better...
Yeah I discovered a couple of secrets about you and now Im wondering why you never told me, why you couldnt share this with me and now Im feeling left out....
Now theres more questions then answers and I go through life without knowing the real you...
I found out about the abortion throuh your diary, I found out about your love from long ago, but Im not sure whose baby it was you aborted.
There is no Graveyard for the baby. I cant visit the child if it was mine. I often wonder if you regretted taking the babies life......
Well I have to go and Ill visit you next Sunday....I love you..and miss you!
Then I kissed My Jen's Tombstone, placed flowers upon her grave and left still with my unanswered questions...
Originally Posted On Site: 2007-03-22 14:38:10
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