Living without faith,
I walk a road to nowhere fast,
I try to take a breathe,
but my futures in the past,
and the world seems so big and empty,
and friends seem so unclear,
I want to live for something,
and not have dying as my fear,
I want to be needed,
and loved by those who know,
Down the road Ive still proceeded,
but I need my life to grow,
Im tired of just living,
I need more then just a smile,
Im tired of just giving,
I need an emerald aisle,
A place that I can shine,
with people that I know,
I seek but I cant find,
Im still the lonely crow,
Standing on a ledge,
looking all alone,
this razor has an edge,
now its looking like its my home,
I hear the call to nowhere,
No God can stop me now,
The bathtub becomes my final Lair,
The place that I will drowned,
Across the tile floor I just stair,
Theres a picture on the a wall,
A photograph of the the ones I need,
They vanished in the fall,
and still I hear their vanished voices,
I cant answer when they call................
Kim took her life that night after years of being alone. A razors edge slit her wrists now she lay hard and cold as stone. Nobody reached out to help her soul heal from the past. When her family died from a joy ride and just left her in a cast. She could have been showed the way and live life knowing their in God's hands. Instead she only felt the loss and saw them covered over with some sand. If she only had faith and could celebrate the light. If she had patience and waited for Gods will she would have joined them in their flight. Now she has nothing an eternity all alone. God had looked down upon her actions and left her soul to rest untouched, "cold and hard as stone".
==================what Im trying to say==================
Have Faith and have patience. Look for the positives in life and celebrate what you have and what you had. Nothing on earth is forever so enjoy whatever comes your way even if its for a brief moment in time.
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