Tell me what it was that I did
That made you hate me so much.
For the longest time,
You were so cold to the touch
I guess I'm not the man
That you wanted me to be.
I know I wasn't there
When you needed me.
I remember all those times
When I held your hand
As we walked long the beach
And made love in the sand.
Day and night I'm tormented
By these memories.
Now I'm trying to forget
So I can put my mind at ease.
Now I spend all my time
In this tiny room,
Hoping that my pain
Will be over soon.
But I just can't believe
That it will ever end.
I just keeping seeing your face
In my mind again and again.
I know that I went crazy.
I think I'm crazy still.
I get my comfort
From a bottle of pills.
But they don't help
To ease my mind.
I just don't understand
Why can't I leave you behind?
I tell myself to hate you,
But no matter how hard I try
I just can't bring myself to
And I want to know why.
I guess I'll always love you
In some strange way
And I guess now is the time to tell you
All the things I could never say.
I can finally admit
What I knew all along.
Even though I blamed you
I'm the one who was wrong.
I want to tell you I'm sorry
I never did explain
Just how much I love you
And I never meant to cause you pain.
There were times when we were happy.
Times that were good.
And if I could live them again
I know that I would.
But that will never be
Even though I tried my best.
Now all I want
Is to put all this to rest.
So let this be
My final words to you.
Just let me say my peace
And then I'll be through.
I guess all I really
Want to say
Is if hating me makes you happy,
I wouldn't have it any other way.
Originally Posted On Site: 2007-07-15 11:24:45
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